Heather's Ninth Angelversary

Details: Created: Sunday, 21 February 2016 23:01; Written by Lucy Kirkby

Heather, My girl girl. Your life was a blessing. Your memory a treasure. You are loved beyond words. Missed beyond measure. It is so hard to believe that it has been nine years since you went to Heaven. I wish Heaven had visiting hours. I'd be at each and every one. It hurts that I can only hold on to your memories now and that I cannot hold your hand. I miss holding your hand, seeing your smile. I miss you, my girl girl.

The other day I was driving home and saw the most amazing pink and purple sunset. I thought about you and how you may have painted it for me. You are my Angel. Some only dream of Angels. I held one in my arms. You. I was so very blessed to have you in my life. God gave you to me to hold and love for only a short time.Your wings were ready, but my heart was not. When you flew away, you took a part of my heart with you.Giving you back was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. No matter how long its been, there are times when it suddenly becomes hard to breathe. I just cannot begin to describe the feeling. The hurt is so great. You couldn't stay in my life, but you will forever stay in my heart.

Continue to watch over your sisters. You are their Guardian Angel. I know that you are in such a better place and that we will one day be together again. That I will hold you in my arms again and see your beautiful smile. Until then, continue to allow us to see your "signs" that remind us you are here with us. Paint that sky to remind us that Heaven is real and that we need to find comfort knowing that you are in the arms of God.

You are not forgotten. You are loved more than words can describe. You are thought of each and every day. You are forever in my heart. That cannot be taken away. You are a part of me. My girl girl. I love you. I miss you. I LOVE YOU.

Love,

Mom