HEATHER'S 12th YEAR ANGELVERSARY

Details: Created: Thursday, 21 February 2019 12:24; Written by Lucy Kirkby

February 21, 2019

Today is the 12 year Angelversary of my Heather’s passing. How does 12 years go by so fast, yet seem like an eternity when you miss someone? How does the pain of losing someone that was a part of you still cut do deeply after 12 years as if the pain was fresh?

To My Heather,

Today is cold and dreary outside; very appropriate weather for my mood. The words from the song by Train, “When I look to the Sky” come to mind.

'Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me
 And you make everything alright
 And when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me 
And I can always find my way when you are here.’

You will always be with me, like a handprint on my heart. Heaven and Earth may separate us today, but nothing will ever change the fact that you made me a Mom. No light that was born in LOVE can EVER be extinguished.

You are LOVED

You are MISSED

You are REMEMBERED

The moment that you died my heart was torn in two. One side filled with heartache and the other died with you.

On this Angelversary, know that my unspoken thoughts, love, and spirit are with you.

Please continue to send me your signs that help remind me that you continue to look over us all. Send them to your little sisters and Joel, for they need them too.

Purple is still the color of the day and Drops of Jupiter is playing to help make this a “Heather” day.

My Heather, My Girl Girl. I love you and miss you oh so much. There are just no words that can ever express this love that I have for you; nor this pain that I feel having to be without you here.

I LOVE YOU my Heather, My Girl Girl.

Love Always,
Mom